Once there was a little tree. It had a special place
all to itself in a beautiful forest, and with the warm winds and gentle
rains, the seedling began to grow. Soon, a few small leaves appeared,
and the little tree spent the long summer days opening itself to the
sun.
For some reason, however, growing straight and tall in this
wonderful sunny spot wasn’t enough, something was missing; the little
seedling was lonely and needed friends. Before long, other little trees
gathered round, and the little tree was finally happy.
The other
trees began to grow tall and sturdy, but the poor seedling, now covered
by their shade, could hardly grow at all. This didn’t matter, however,
because the little tree’s only concern was the happiness of its friends.
Winters
came, followed by springs, and time stood still — yet somehow moved —
as the little tree, just a few feet tall, found itself surrounded by
giant trees. They were so tall that the little tree could barely see
their tops, and, sadly, it lost touch with them. But the little tree
was happy, nonetheless, that its friends had grown so big and strong.
One
day, years later, one of the large trees, now old and diseased, fell
over and crushed the little tree. The little tree’s heart was broken,
not because it now lay under a huge, dead log, but because it’s old
friend had died and could no longer feel the wind through its branches
and the sun on its leaves — things the little tree could remember from
long ago. And in thinking about its friend, the little tree forgot all
about itself.
Only one of its tiny leaves could be seen peeking
out from under the massive log that had fallen on it, but as the old
tree fell, it also opened a small window in the canopy of the forest,
and for the first time since it was a small seedling, the little tree
felt the warmth of the sun, as the sun touched its solitary leaf.
The
years continued to pass, as they do, and another tree fell, then
another, and soon the little tree was alone again. In time, it was able
to grow out from under its fallen friend, and although it was now
twisted and deformed from its efforts, it blamed nobody. It was at
peace with itself and the forest.
The little tree could never see
beyond its small, special home in the wilderness, but somehow it became
very wise. It knew the feeling of joy — of the sun and of the wind, and
it learned to accept darkness as well. It knew that things can happen
beyond our control, and, more importantly, that love can only happen
beyond our control.
It understood that small trees are, at times,
criticized by not living up to their potential of becoming large trees,
and how, sadly, they might then try to become something they can never
be, not seeing the beauty of what they already are.
It knew that
within the insignificance of little trees can be found the greatness of
large trees, and so the little tree loved them all, great or small.
The
little tree never grew very big, living out its life reaching toward
the light. And then, unexpectedly, one beautiful, spring morning the
little tree died, so quietly and peacefully, that the forest never even
noticed . . .
Copyright © E. Raymond Rock 2007. All rights reserved.
E.
Raymond Rock of Fort Myers, Florida is cofounder and principal teacher
at the Southwest Florida Insight Center. His twenty-eight years of
meditation experience has taken him across four continents, including
two stopovers in Thailand where he practiced in the remote northeast
forests as an ordained Theravada Buddhist monk. His book, A Year to
Enlightenment (Career Press/New Page Books) is now available at major
bookstores and online retailers.